Dire-Shinobi

Whoa. Haven't written in ages! I haven't had internet in so damn long. Feels good to be back! Well, I guess an update is in order. I am still living in New Mexico, but now I am living in a small house on the nicer side of town. I broke up with my fiancee, as some of you may know. That would have been almost a year ago now. Doesn't feel like that much time has passed. I was very unhappy and the day-to-day was painful. I am happier now and am seeing a wonderful man who is 11 years my senior. He treats me very well and we get along famously, so I can't complain. I am now attending school for veterinary technology and am very excited to apply i

So, today has been a weird day for me. Waking up in a place I didn't fall asleep in and finding a roach in my food. Yeah, not one of my better days. But, that was not the weirdest thing to happen. I'm adopted, as some of you know, by two loving mothers. I was adopted before I was even born. The moment I could leave the hospital, I was in my adopted mother's arms. I have had zero contact with my birth mother the entire 22 years I've been alive, but today....today I received a message from her. L, as we shall call her, wrote me a very sweet message wishing me a happy birthday and expressing her own feelings about the last 22 years. I was comp

I'm not feeling alright right now. I'm feeling very unwell, emotionally, and I need to rant and cry a bit. Relationships are hard and not every in them are right all the time. Correct? If that is the case, then WHY do I feel like I'm the root of all the problems in my relationship? Oh, that's because my fiance is an asshole. There. I said it. He gets mad at the drop of a hat for no real reason other than 'I don't like what you just did, humph.' Today's reason is: 'You didn't invite me to Red Lobster with you and Ashley.' Uhm...sorry? It was kind of a girls' night out, kind of deal. 'Well, I was going to invite you to guys' night out.' Well,